Hilsman:
Well, this was in the midst of the crisis and uh, um,
the thing peaked on a Saturday about noon. The night before
Khrushchev had sent his four part cable which seemed to offer some uh, way
out. Uh, also the night before the KGB had contacted John Scali uh, to
ask him to come to me, because they knew I could deliver a message to—to
Kennedy and the message was "We will take the missiles out, you promise not
to invade and we'll do it under UN supervision." And of course Castro
vetoed the letter. Then, that night we stayed up all night in the Bureau of
Intelligence, we only had four hours of sleep a night for about 2 weeks at
that stage, but that night we didn't get any sleep at all and uh, we were
doing an analysis of the 4-part cable. The next day Chip Bolden and Dean
Rusk and I had uh—were together and they had drafted a possible
response, I should say the Saturday morning, the U-2 was shot down and a
Radio Moscow broadcast picked up on uh, on Lippman's thing and started
screaming about the missiles in Turkey which were irrelevant. And I--I don't
know why but Rusk and Chip asked me to, I was going over to the White House
anyway I guess, so I took this message over. As I was coming, I went up,
delivered the message and started back to the State Department and—in the
basement was Mac Bundy's office. And as I went by his office a guy
grabbed me and said your office is on the phone. Well the guy on the other
end said, "I've got 2 telephones one to you and the other is to the war room
in the Pentagon." And I can the pilot of a U-2 who has strayed from a
perfectly innocent mission air sampling over the North Pole picked the wrong
star, he's over the Soviet Union and he's screaming about the
the Mig-21s that are scrambling below him uh, and he's screaming
for help, what do we do? So I put the phone down and ran upstairs. Well
after so little sleep I arrived absolutely wh—white faced and exhausted,
panting and I went into Mrs. Lincoln's office and the President was there
and Mac Bundy was there and a couple other people and I blurted out this
story. There's this awful silence because everybody thought Oh my god, the
Soviets will think this is U-2 reconnaissance plane preparatory to a—an
American pre-emptive strike and you know we'd better start this is war. And
it was this long awkward pause and President Kennedy was the
coolest fellow in the room, because he laughed and he said "There's always
some so and so who doesn't get the word." And he said to me, "You handle
this." And I turned around and I was so lack of sleep I kind of spun you
know and Mac caught me and said "Mr. President Roger hadn't been to sleep
for several days, why don't you let somebody else handle this one."
So they and I went home and went to bed. But he was the coolest fellow
in the room.