Interviewer:
IF YOU CAN RECALL ANY
TIME DURING THE MISSILES CRISIS YOUR OWN EMOTIONS, NOT AS AN ADVISER, NOT AS AN EXPERT, JUST AS
A PERSON.
Burlatsky:
Yes. It's a very
interesting question. Especially for me, because I remember, that late Saturday day, I was
coming to my car. And find there my friend. He was a political adviser too. And he asked me
where is my family? Is the family here in town, or in the country? And I asked him what was the
reason for such question. And he gave me the advice to send my family to the country, because it
can happen, so that will be some atomic blow. Yes. I did not believe in it, at that time, but I
was surprised, I was shocked. And had a very bad feeling after this discussion with him. You
know, it was the first, my feeling. The second, you know, I wasn't glued to this story, maybe on
the end of it, and I prepared with my friends, I helped prepared the Khrushchev speech at The
Supreme Soviet after the crisis. I did it like Sorenson in the White House... therefore maybe I
like Sorenson more, than, other persons other... pals of... John Kennedy. And was, I was very
happy that both sides our leadership and the Americans decide to stop this collision of crisis.
I remember that I was very happy, after this crisis. Yes, when I prepared the explanation why we
did it so. I understand that time, that -- not on the Soviet side, because here was against war,
especially after Second World War when we lost 20 million people. That was terrible for all
families; my family too, I lost my father, my brother. Remember it is impossible for us to think
about but war. But not only we, but Americans, especially American elite, some of them,
especially the President John Kennedy, don't want atomic war. I was very satisfied to understand
it. Maybe if, our, my...